wishing for a wind of change*
monday-stress.
tuesday-blamed.
wednesday-heartless.
thurday-sick.
friday-confused.
summarising my terrible week with one word each. with a positive attitude i will end this tonight and not bring it along with me tml. bye bye.

closest to your heart*
guess the animal that is closest to your heart?! A pigg!:) yupps thats was what i did in bio lession today! we disect a pig's heart it was super fun. my lab partner was practically gross out and refused to touch it! whereas for sarah and amanda who forgot to bring one shared with sam and i! so kind of us! sarah was entertaining herself by cutting the heart apart without even touching the heart. amanda and i were enjoying poking our fingers into the arteries trying to figure out where the end was. hehe. lessons passed real fast today. just came back from the mg musical making the grade it was great! i enjoyed it. mg is full of talents:)

handling anger*
tip of the day:
stop the arguement
walk to somewhere quiet
talk to God about it:)

change over time*
just thought i would like to list things that i have change over time:)
Me...
1.more disciplined-i think:)
2.a closer relationship with God
3.better relationship with my dad
4.wiser understanding of handling situations
5.me getting sick frequently
other...
1.miss mok ailing has became mrs lim ailing-hehe-
2.sarah is eating twice as much, thus growing taller!:)
3.amanda is such a good gal
4.my class less cheeky
5.certain teachers become more firece
yupps. thats about it so far i think. 

Dreaming of you*
Late at night when all the world is sleeping
I stay up and think of you
And I wish on a star that somewhere you are
Thinking of me too
Cause I'm dreaming of you tonight
Till tomorrow I'll be holding you tight
And there's nowhere in the world I'd rather be
Than here in my room dreaming about you and me
Wonder if you ever see me
And I wonder if you know I'm there
If you looked in my eyes
would you see what's inside
Would you even care?
I just wanna hold you close
But so far all I have are dreams of you
So I wait for the day
And the courage to say how much I love you
Yes I do!
I'll be dreaming of you tonight
Till tomorrow I'll be holding you tight
And there's nowhere in the world I'd rather be
Than here in my room dreaming about you and me
corazon
I can't stop dreaming of you
No puedo dejar de pensar en ti
I can't stop dreaming
Como te necesito
I can't stop dreaming of you
Mi amor, como te extrano
Late at night when all the world is sleeping
I stay up and think of you
And I still can't believe
That you came up to me and said I love you
I love you too!
Now I'm dreaming with you tonight
Till tomorrow and for all of my life
And there's nowhere in the world I'd rather be
Than here in my room dreaming with you endlessly 
this song is so meaningful!!!!!:)

wishful thoughts*
sometimes we wish to be someone else better. here is a story that may change our minds:) there once lived a stone-cutter and was poor. he saw this rich merchant and wished to be like him and his wish came true. he lived happily and one day an official came into the town and everyone to had to bow down to him and so he wished to be a official and his wish came true. however as he sat on his chair, he felt hot and saw the sun was powerful giving off heat so he wished to be the sun. however later the sun was blocked by a dark cloud and he wished to be a dark cloud and it came true. he then felt a strong force pushing against him. it was the wind as he wanted to be stronger he wished to be the wind. his wish came true. however he could blow everything but a very hard stone. so he found the stone stronger than the wind so he wished to be a stone. moments later he felt a hammer hitting on the stone and therefore he wished to be a stone-cutter again. seems like we never get satified with ourselves and always wish for something better and more. greed seems to be a permenant problem but i have learnt today that we should be happy with what God provides us with:)

wish you werent so far away*
"wish you were so far away" this line has been in my thoughts the past three days. i didnt understand what it actually meant. until i heard another song thought through the whole of last night because of my sleeping problems. i guess it was just actually just God asking me why was i running away from him. why am i so far away from him? dwelling in past hurts and constantly recalling what people think and say of me. now it's habitual and natural for me to suspect people are talking about me when maybe they are not. trying hard to solve my problems by getting as many clues as i can but instead more lies. now with a weaker heart i easily feel a physical pain before allowing the emotional hurt descend in. trying to cling on to earthly measures is still what i tend to do unknowingly when there is actually a big hand i can hold on to all the time. as i take this time of faith again leave everything under his control, i pray i will keep to my word and not fall into the ememy's hand again.
all*
Deep in my heart
Deep in my soul
There was always something missing
Now you've got my full attention
I give you my life
Surrender control
I finally learned to listen to the call
I give you my all
--avalon

all i wanna say is thanks*
in reply to my bestfren's message:
i love u dear too! u have done much more for me than u actually realised. i wanna thank you for the little gifts and just being there 24 hours round the clock:) i am the happiest gal in the world to have a wonderful friend like you! to share and laugh and cry with...no can do without you:D
Everybody needs a little time away,
I heard her say,
From each other.
Even lovers need a holiday,
Far away from each other.

Hold me now,
It's hard for me to say I'm sorry,
I just want you to stay...
After all that we've been through,
I will make it up to you,
I promise to.
And after all that's been said and done,
You're just the part of me I can't let go.