inspired*
i watched shall we dance yesterday night/this morning. woahh! they can really dance! and it has change my whole impression ballroom dancing, i always thought it was a slow boring dance that old people do. but i guess i was wrong! there are so many types! and i sure do love it! hmmm...i guess i found something to do after o's!=) hehehe...so cool! yeahh!
on the other hand...
Breathe
This is the air I breathe
This is the air I breathe
Your holy presence living in me

This is my daily bread
This is my daily bread
Your very Word spoken to me

And I, I'm desperate for You
And I, I'm lost without You

thats my guitar exam piece. very meaningful song! i wonder what i will really do without God...

suckyy dayy!
try falling sick one day after your birthday. sucks! my mother got a shock when i start wheezing a little. i was sent straight to the hospital. talk about being paranoid. it was no big deal of a mild throat infection, which later gave me a serious gastric pain. darn the stupid medication. then i found out that hospital gives a stronger dose of anti-biotics, which makes me puke and groan in horrifying pain till i couldnt even move, nor watch tv. i refused to take a second dose of the stupid medication, till my mum came back and forced me to take one after dinner. so far...my stomach is in a normal condition...oh wait! i am going to puke any minute...screw the anti-biotic!

a day not to be forgotton
finally, the actual day has arrived! and since i had too many messages, presents and wishes to thank everyone by sms, i decided to thank everyone on my blog! all ur smses filled my inbox to maximum! so i wanna say a special thank you to each and everyone of you! for making my birthday week such a memorable part of my life=) life wouldnt be the same without you guys...
whole of 4B4/3B4, angie, andrea, angeline, beks, ben, carole, chloe, clement, cynthia, candice, danielle, evelyn, gerald, gina, josco, jie jie, jen, john, jimmy, joyce, june, jeanette, kristi, kimberly, kor kor, kairen, laura, leemey, meredith, melissa, marian, mark, peizhen, pris, roy, rachel, samantha, sk, sarah, tabbie, tania, vincent, wanz, yolanda, zac, and the rest of my church and school friends! u all rock my world=) espcially to my best buddies who grew up with me since young (mainly cellkids), thanks for the wonderful surprise party u guys did for me! i hope i didnt miss out anyone! sorry if did!:S anyways...I THANK GOD FOR ALL MY FRIENDS!

back to school again...
after 3 weeks of school, everyone awaited the "long" weekend, that finally arrived last friday. but for some reason or another, it just seemed to pass really fast and it was back to school for most of us on a dull monday morning! how sad...its just the beginning of the year, the starting for the race, and i am already running out of gas! i am super drained and tired! oh wells its back to tests and more tests this week again! i am looking forward to chinese new year holiday! but its still far, weekdays passes real slowly! anywayy...i shall stop ranting and look forward to something a little brighter? turning 16 tml! yay! err...i guess... :S

A memorable 16th bdae!
yes yes, my birthday hasnt really arrived yet but i got a fantastic surprise birthday party yesterday, which went very well. i wanna thank cellkids and everyone else who planned and lied to me so that surprise would really be a surprise! i enjoyed myself so much that i was too tired to blog yesterday! basically what happened was...i went to study at kap with angie and vincent. then i decided to call gerald to go watch a movie. he claimed his bag was heavy with sch book and wanted to leave them at my house first. i stupidly agreed without even asking why he was carrying his sch books. so i opened my main door, everything was normal, i entered my bedroom, poof! *SURPRISE* everyone else appeared! and i was in total shock! tears of joy! first part of surprise over! i called angie to come over to join me, coz the rest of my leaders were there except her. however, both angie and vincent lied to me again! saying they had something on and couldnt make it! so i just continued with my party. and i got tao pok by the girls and with a sudden josco on top! gosh i almost died! then beks appeared with angie and vincent. another surprise. and finally, the horrorifying part! being dragged down into the pool which led into a cold. but still it was fun! really really wanna thank all of you! it was really enjoyable! i saw the process photos, u guys were just great! love ya all to bits!

Hmmm...
Running into difficulties
is all part and parcel of
the job but it's the learning
experince that counts.

talk about laziness!
guess what everyone! i have started studying my geog, history or bio! and tests is next week! arent i great? its a great week to land in hospital i must say! man, why all the heavy subjects in one week? its ultimate madness! i did try to, i woke up at 7am to study, i finish my emath and amath hw, then i went back to sleep. and woke up at 10.45 to head for a nice relaxing swim with pz. but mostly, i was just tanning, i'm a little darker. came back, had a nice rest and did chem hw. attempted to study geog but the thought of 5 chapters just killed me. i know, its a start of the year and i am already so lazy, how am i going to make for o's. i dont even know lar. all i know that if i keep it at this rate, i am not going anywhere...and thats why i have no idea where i am heading...

moks rule!
we were having an all moks party at my cousins house yesterday night! man it was fun and definitely great food! lamb and vegetables that flew freshly from aussie! hehe.. and i was totally bullied before dinner. in our teochew tradition, the younger has to call the older ones to eat before they can have their meals. yesterday was just a cousin party which meant my uncles and aunties werent there. and since i was the youngest cousin, they made me call all of them and their gf/bf to eat before i could eat! and worst of all, it had to be in order of age! when i finally finished, i was relief and thankfully i got it all right, if not i dont know what they will do to me next! i tasted a little wine yesterday, gosh it was bitterly gross! well thats all for the update now...rachel has to watch tv now!

i wish i could shut the voices in my head! and you people out there, just SHUT UP! i'm an imperfectionist! so deal with it!

starburst is 99% fat free!!!
AHHH! guess what! starburst is 99% fat free! how cool is that? now i can eat all the starburst i want and dont grow fat! this is fantastic! i am going a little nuts! excuse me for that. we had a surprise history test today, thank God is not counted! well as the days pass, i can feel the stress getting higher and higher. its not the amount of work load coz we dont have much yet, but its the words that our subject teachers says, its scaring me! is life aint all about grades? it isnt, but singapore is! darn it! it will past...it will past...its just a matter of time...

first day of school*
hmm..i'm not pretty use to my new class yet, give me sometime. a number of adjustments to get use to...
1.new teachers
2.new classmates
3.half a new school building
4.higher expectations
5.more committment
pretty much thats all i can come up with for now. wells it was a rather dry day in school but yeah i guess there is always brighter things to be cheerful for in school!=)