looking backk...
2004 was sure one bumpy ride but i kinda enjoyed most of it. this year passed like lightning except during the exam times. a year that many changes took place in my life. 1.a new cell 2.no more 5566 3.upper sec life 4.met a whole new bunch of people 5.too many leadership roles in sch 6.jie jie married, the list just goes on. i guess there was something to learn in each of this events that happened. there were painful lessons too but i manage to come up strong again.
and now for the top ten most memorable moments(random order) 1.15th birthday 2.dance night 3.ltc camp 4.cluster retreat 5.cell fun 6.jie jie's wedding 7.hanging out with cellkids or big bros 8.sentosa outings 9.basc mission 10.christmas
yupps. i love this year, adapted to changes, next year is going to be a ride of horror and fun. i pray it will be journey and a step closer to God! goodbye 2004!

doesnt feel like christmas!

i dont know why, somehow this year, i dont feel the christmas cheer at all, not that i didnt enjoy myself yesterday during service and the stayover, in fact i really had a lot of fun! its just doesnt seem meaningful anymore, it just seems to be a normal holiday where we all just go and party! and we all basically just all rushing cards and presents! aside that, i really enjoyed myself during the performance and the service and the party at my house which i didnt get proper sleep!! i didnt make any mistakes for dance i think, the party at my house was NOISY! hahaha...well i enjoyed it anyway! and i took quite a lot of pics yesterday, fun fun funn! ohhh how can i forget to thank everyone for the presents, cards and lotsa candies and chocolate! i am going to grow fat! heheh...so i wanna sayy a huge thank you! by the way, my bdae is in exactly one month time!=)

A moment not to be forgotten
During dance rehearsal.
Ben: sk, jerk! jerk!
Sk: i am NOT a jerk!
what ben meant was for sk to jerk his body for a dance step, not calling him a jerk! man gerald and i fell off laughing! i was just too amsued! well dance was pretty fun but we ended really late, therefore i am only blogging this morning! now i am rushing my christmas cards! bad habit! really bad! tml will be even worst! i still cant believe that tml is christmas eve, its just too fast! but i guess my holidays this december is more fruitful compared to novemeber! yupps! i had fun! i hope this year's christmas will be better than last years!=) by the way, i am turning sweet 16 in a month and 2 days! -HINT-

Abigail's amazing moments=)
Act 1: on the way to jumbo
abigail walked off without us, trying to scare us as we walk out but failed to, instead got scared by us.
Act 2: at jumbo
after finishing our food, abigail points her thumb out(the last person to do so has to say grace) amanda, gerald and i looked at her confused and asked her what she was doing. she wanted to say grace again after we ate our food? weird
Act 3: library
amanda and abigail were separated by a shelf of books, abigail wanted to talk to amanda but accidentally hit her head on a book. how did she do that?
Act 4: bus
abigail falls asleep strangely in the bus.
Act 5: cold storage
i was looking for the cheapest eggs we could find, i saw a 2.80, abigail shouted 1.40 as i was about to take it, i realised it was salted/century egg. i stared at her laughing and wondering why do people put century eggs with brownies!
Act 6: everywhere
abigail hates the camera and will squeeze ur stomach if u try. therefore never try to take a pic without her permission!
i love you abigail! you are the cutest!

what on earth are we doing?

went to the esplanade to watch cheryl's dance today! it was interesting, i have never seen a dance like that before! so cool! i enjoyed it. ohh and the ending was cool coz they dragged people up to dance, cheryl had her eyes on us, we all run but she still caught gerald and angie!=) following that, we took an hour to walk back to city hall mrt. on the way, we took strange and funny pics like the one above. angie, gen and i posing with two statues. i dont know what the other two was doing, but i was trying to charm the statue with my rose. haha...kidding. but it was funn they are lots more crazy pics! trust me. thus explains our long walk back! but it was really fun! i enjoyed myself today!=)

finallyy
yay! i finally got started on my christmas cards. phew! just 5 more days to christmas. the dance is coming along pretty well. getting use to it, improving just need to relax more. in all today was relaxing, just spent the day doing crafts and watching movie and dancing! basically things i like! so it was a simple but yet fulfilling day. *big smiles*

let's see
i had fun today! woke up and went to church for christmas celebration with the heartfriends kids. they are really adorable and simply excitable! and oh we did an improptu performance for the kids which was quite odd. haha then after the kids left, cellkids decided to be real cool and see what does it feel like to be on the bethal stage as the worship team. june was definitely amsued by us. i cant really imagine us in 3 years time. soon, had to rush off to guitar class and it was the last lesson! so sad! i enjoyed guitar class except for the examination day. well but its now the music sch's term break. we will start in next year jan again! so exciting! i cant wait to learn more stuff. as for bass, i am just stress. met cellkids for dinner again then headed to church for worship prac. ended the hectic day with a nice supper at crystal jade.

here i am.
days has passed
hours has slipped away
every second seems like an agony for me
since the day u left me

aside from that,

little saints
my new cell blog is up!
ignite the spirit
light the way
searching for you
at the eleventh hour

emotional*
Sometimes I get emotional
Sometimes I do some stupid things
Sometimes I say what I should just keep inside
Sometimes I'm sad, about everything
Sometimes I'm mad, and break some things
Sorry times ten, but you just got in the way

You say I'm just, impossible
Totally, unpredictable
I'm just a girl, get used to it
No big deal
You can't change me
Why would you try
I'm no angel, but I can make you smile

Don't give up no, running away
I won't hurt you
Sometimes I'm just a pain
And that's the way it is
That's just the way I am

Sometimes I feel like crying
Laying down and dying
That's when I need you
Laughing's always easy
But sometimes I'm just scared you'll leave me
That's when I feel, Emotional
-diana degarmo

why oh why?
somehow i dont feel good about myself this week! i have been struggling and fighting with my own thoughts! how stupid is that?! i feel really shitty when negative thoughts enter in. sometimes i really wanna shut my brain down. i feel bad about myself already u dont have to make it worst!!

fast weekend!
heelloo everyone, i havent updated in a while since friday until today i have been really busyy! so i shall just update everyone on my weekend and how i passed thursday really fast! thursday-i created my new webbie which is linked to my blog: discoloured-world. yeahh its all done up! feel free to explore and please sign my guestbook! friday-i was too neverous for my guitar test to do much but in the end it was okay but i think didnt do my best. but hey its for God so aint anything to worry about!:) then i continued with bass lesson! so it passed fast too! saturday-went to sentosa didnt really get much of a tan but still has lotsa fun with everyone! continued with dance rehearsal for christmas eve service. so yeah it was fun fun fun! sunday-no cell coz most of my cell was away leaving 3 out of 11. so we went for lunch then shopping for dance costumes, and it was really funny and we did lotsa crazy things! and finally monday-also known as today went to sent my sis and her team off to laos and then has lunch with beks. went down to basc and played with the kids and read tintin comics. rushed down for dance until 10.30! my legs are killing me now! i am really dead tired! basically that was what i have been doing this whole weekend from thursday to monday! by the way, i got my PHONE back! YAY!:)

ATTENTION
my phone is temporarily out of order umtil saturday night. so if u need me, u gotta call my home. so sad, i feel so insecure without my handphone. thats no wonder why i prefer to be at home, i have been rather lazy the past week. gotta do something about it, just dont know what.
ANYWAY, TAUFIK WON! YAY!=)

wasted dayy
talk about a useless day! i wasted my whole day!!! all i did was stare at the com, watched television which did me no education. i did not touch my work at all. at this rate i am going, i doubt i will get very far. and my brain is working slower than normal. arggh i feel rather lousy about myself today...=(